a huge storm just blew up out of nowhere, banged around on the doors, knocked over my planters, broke one, the other one fell all the way down to the first floor, behind a bush.
my plastic cups i had just planted just sat there on the table and didn't move. mark helped me find my wisteria in the rain, and fixed it.
the power went out just as we unplugged our computers. now there's just quiet rain and a bit of lightening, but there were sirens and gusts, and what sounded like a herd of elephants, all for the space of about ten minutes. now we've got the shades pulled and the lights off, so we can see the lightening.

I want to move to Colorado (but not be cold). I want to knit sweaters. I want to work at a library, and not worry about healthcare, and job security. I want to make cool things and sell them online. I definitely want to eat less meat.
And I want to have a good birthday.
I want to keep being as happy as I've been in the past few months. It's been nice not being depressed and anxiety-ridden. more people should try it.